Hi anita,

I agree on the fact that we do not have a traditional friendship. We were once pretty close and may have been attracted to each other. That could be just a phase in his life but may be I am stuck with it or may be he is running from his feelings.

i understand that I chased him but if he hated me so much or did not want to spend time with me then he would not have come onto these trips and met me. Why did he come to meet me and whenever he did something he came back and apologized to me. What should I think of this? This is the reason why I believed he is fake and I told him which started an argument.

i am just not able to get my head around all this stuff and feel very hurt and painful