Hey,

It’s okay to feel this way, last year , I had an accident , was not meds and on complete bed rest. I gained alot of weight afterwards, I am still on that same weight but things have changed. Initially, I used to get bothered by people looking at me and saying things that have the potential to hurt anyone. I used to change clothes again and again because i was experiencing a change in my body’s shape for the very first time and trust me, I was not very comfortable with it. But you must remember that someone else’s perception of yours doesn’t have to be how you view yourself. You must have seen so many people out there who are not the ideal body type, they are really happy with their weight and body, why, because beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, all your beauty is there in your current body, only if you are willing to see it.

It’s more a function of how you see yourself which basically commands how you feel. So don’t run after what seems right(the ideal body type) , follow what feels right.