Dear bren:

“I don’t know if he feels guilty that he moved on so fast and I discovered what was going on. Or if he feels guilty talking to me and doesn’t want to be mean? I honestly don’t know”-

How about sending him a message telling him/ asking him just that, and add that you are tortured because you don’t know if any part of him sincerely wants to get back with you or he definitely has no such interest. Ask him to please help you by telling you honestly, best he can, anything that will make the situation more clear for you?

anita