If I understand correctly,  about 3 years ago, you sent messages on social media to an artist you never met in-person, expressing that you liked his artwork. Next,  you started having dreams about him. You then saw a psychic who told you that you and the artist met in-person in a previous life during medieval times.

That’s right.

That adolescence was real in this life and is not a past life”- do  you mean that when this artist was an adolescence, you met him in-person?

Sorry, I meant that adolescence to which my soul is connected is not a past life. I’m just connected to his teenage years and the relationship he had with someone when he was a teen.  I sense information about that. It’s the same when a psychic communicate with a spirit and get some information.  She told me the connection on 5d is very strong and the reason why I can sense it. The psychic used term twin  flame.

what lives inside of you, what is it that’s so strange?

Yes because it’s the first time that happen to me and it’s  a feeling very strange. Like it’s real.