Hi anita,

When I try to talk about that, I admit  it makes me a bit nervous because it’s unusual to tell and many people would think that’s quite odd. The reason why the way I express myself is often not very clear.  Anyone would think I would be a weirdo. So, it’s rare when I talk about that. Anyway, you understood well. I didn’t contact his first love because I was afraid of her reaction and again I don’t know if it’s the real goal.

Here is something that you can do, if you choose to: you can send the artist a message expressing to him your experience clearly and simply. If you are not sure about the spiritual interpretation of your experience, let him know that you are not sure. Your message can be something like this (make the message true to you, using your own words): I sense that your soul and my soul were formed from the same original soul, and therefore the two of us are twin flames. I have been experiencing a 5th dimensional spiritual connection with you. A 5th dimensional connection goes beyond linear time, and therefore, I was able to experience your high school experience, including your first-love experience. There a goal to my experience, and I want to satisfy this goal, but I don’t know what it is. This is why I message you today: maybe you can help me figure out the goal of all of this. I will be very grateful to you if you let me know what you think about all of this, and if any of this rings true to you.

That’s would be a good advice to take but it’s not possible because of combination of things. I don’t like  what I sense about him in this present life. I meant how he is inside of him. I try to protect myself from his energy. I’m easily overwhelmed with emotions and it’s not good for me.  I am emotionally compromised by nature.