Dear anita

thank you a lot for all your kind answers.. They really helped me to feel a little better…

But somehow one fear replaces another.. Now I’m so afraid, that someday I’m having children and that they are just like me. That they have to struggle with lying aswell. I hope so much that I can prevent that by helping them to build a healthy self-confidence, but than I think about that my parents are SUCH AMAZING people and still I turned out that way…