I can’t thank you enough…

Yes I’m going to see a therapist next Tuesday – I hope it’s going to help..

I already have an assumption about my childhood… But I don’t want to blame my parents for my behavior because they were trying so hard and handled everything so well. But my olde sister was very sick, she suffered from a chronical illness. It was very hard for me to handle the limitations that come with a sick family member. Of course, she was the center of attention, we couldn’t go on a lot of vacations and my parents were very carefully and concerned about my health as well. I could imagine that some of these parts had an impact, but as already mentioned, I couldn’t imagine that anyone can handle the situation better than my parents. And so I really don’t want to blame them for anything and after all it is my fault and I could’ve just changed my behavior sooner