In reply to the advice you gave TeaK, thank you for saying it sounded like I took good care of my father. That means a lot.

You’re right, I do think very poorly of myself and have low self esteem. I’m not exactly sure what triggered it, but I guess during childhood there were some upsetting things that happened at home and with certain family members when I was growing up.

Plus a lot of bullying at school and not having much luck with relationships throughout my life which lead me to have a low opinion of myself.