Dear Natie:

You are welcome!

“I’m resisting this temptation even if it scares me because for the first time ever this dynamic of him finally showing signs of change and how he can get me for real this time does not add up“- it does not add up in my mind either. I would put it this way: whatever change he has experienced, if any, is not likely to last.

“Something just seems off about the fact of starting all over again“- it seems off to me too, seems like you will be starting all over again to… waste your time, energy and mental health.

anita