Dear Cat:

I hope that you fully recover from Covid-19 and from your head injury!

I think that your spiritual awakening/ dream is about Love: “It was so innocent and rare….  it sparked a light in my soul“.

Tommy, A member on tiny buddha (you can find him on the first page of list of topics) posted this about Love, seven days ago:

“If one is open to love then is one seeking love? If one is open to love, then will one find love?… I find love to be real. Whereas hate or anger is not real. When hate or anger comes up, it comes at first as urges and then get supporting thoughts to bolster its stay in the mind and body. Love just is.  There is no need of thoughts to supports its stay in the mind. Is love desires or wants? Personally, I do not believe true love is“.

I am elaborating on the quote a bit with my thoughts: true love does not seek or find; it does not desire. It just is. But Love does not mean that we need to be blind as to whom we love. It does not mean that we should open ourselves to be used and abused: there are plenty of people who will intentionally take advantage of our love and use it to harm us, financially and otherwise. I think that the first rule of Love is to do no harm and to protect ourselves from harm.

In regard to the 18-year-old, now 25, you suggested that maybe he is your twin flame. I found this poem about twin flames by N R Hart: “It happens once in a lifetime- a divine meeting between souls- fated and predestined- by the universe- an encounter so right it feels like home- it’s your soul falling in love with another soul- pay attention- it happens only once and never again” – this is so beautiful, isn’t it?

But to me, it’s a beautiful sentiment, a beautiful desire of the heart, but Love is not a desire and reality is not as beautiful as this poem. What do you think, feel?

anita