Ehhhh I think we should let this thread die now lol, it’s officially over because of me. Brought it back because I wanted to tell you what happened. It’s UNBELIEVABLY painful to know that I lost her because I caused her so much hurt and pain. Hurts losing a friend because she was so hurt and could not face me over the phone, I gotta live with that pain for the rest of my life and she does not want to ever have any contact with me ever again by her message.