Dear helcat,

Thank you for ur reply, and i apologize for not replying to ur previous replies…

You really do need to be kinder to yourself.

It’s not that i dont want to be kind to myself, but i keep making mistakes that i feel shouldn’t be made anymore in my age….

Also i have lots of weaknesses, and i really like getting impressed by people…. But i always ended up failing to hide my weaknesses…..

I feel like i deserve a beating because i havent improved on that issue, and keep making the same mistake again and again… it’s tiring….

But i agree with you when u said communication takes practice, and i seldom talk to people due to my daily activities….. Right now i’m trying to find a way to be able to talk more with people regardless of the situation in my house and workplace….