Hi Anita ,

I don’t know how to defend myself when I’m wrong . If I’m wrong then I learn from my mistake and move forward .

So much has gone wrong my landlord included my housing assistance case worker and his lawyer in the email . If I am evicted I am in danger of loosing my housing assistance. This is my fault I was 100% smoking in the apartment and he asked me not to . I thought it was legal but that has nothing to do with the lease . A lot of people said that I should have lied but if I lie than I have to keep lying I am a adult and I want to become the best version of myself and the best version of myself is done lying.

Latley I’ve been going to work and looking for apartments that will accept my credit score and saving up my deposit . I should have been honest with my landlord in the email even though his lawyer and my housing assistance case worker were included in the email . That I have to save up a deposit and find a landlord that will take my low credit score but instead I tried to protect myself and said I would put my things in storage when I knew I was on a fixed income and couldn’t afford that but I’m learning from my mistakes. I’m just ready to leave this apartment but I have to work my way into affording my deposit and being approved by a new landlord.

I’m stressed , but I’m still moving forward .

Emily