I learned from my current  apartment that no landlord is going to accept a tenant that smokes anything. So I am fighting to stay clean . This was the first time I was threatened with a lawyer and eviction . Smoking almost destroyed everything that I worked so hard for . It’s just not for me . I have to find other ways to relieve stress .

My landlord told me that he has been patient enough with me . I’ve been in this apartment since January  2021 and so much has happened I’ve had to quit jobs because they don’t work with my sons school schedule then denied unemployment after quitting bcuz of the lack of childcare  is not a good cause to leave a job then  had to accept a job that pays me 13 dollars a hour  just to pay bills . These things all have stressed me out .

The only good thing that has happened this year is the high school diploma which is going help increase my income I am no longer accepting 13 dollars a hour I cannot survive and enjoy life and raise a child with 13 dollars a hour . It’s hard . I’m done pretending its not  . And nobody is coming to save me So I’m going to save myself . I’ve started already by getting that diploma out the way and staying away from weed .

Hero