That is true, maybe you’re right. I’m just we curious as to what the actual reason is but I can’t seem to figure what it is.

I’m trying not to let this upset me too much but it’s just so disheartening knowing that we were planning so many things a couple days before he decided to end it. He even mentioned how he told his friends about me.

Since he was the one who ended things I decided to be friendly about it it. I didn’t say much during our conversation and decided that it this is for me, then nothing can stop it.

I just can’t slip this out of my mind and I hate being inside my head  about conversations we have had and things I know about him. Such as what he’s probably doing right now… what his plan is for the rest of the night. Things like that.

I do have his number and he’s on my socials as I haven’t removed him from anything yet. We ended on decent terms and it seemed friendly. He wished me luck on my next endeavors (on finding my person) and stated how we can still be friends – which hurt.