Dear pete aka blkhwkdwn1:

Would you like me to address you as pete, blkhwkdwn1, or by another name? You referred to her as a chick in your most recent post. Before, you referred to her as a girl. I don’t think that you ever referred to her as a woman. Maybe in your mind, you are a boy (now in your later 30s, I think) and she is a girl (in her 40s or early 50s.. I don’t remember). It is not surprising to me: we are all boys and girls, really… children in adult, aging bodies.

Good to read that you keep doing the physio. Recently, I discovered that I suffer from a physical syndrome called piriformis syndrome, meaning the piriformis muscle gets inflamed and presses on the sciatica nerve, and I too need physio (I didn’t see a professional for that, I do my own), so to strengthen the muscles around that sensitive small piriformis muscle.. as well as stretches. Don’t forget to stretch, blkhwkdwn1!

The special moments you had with her were… too memorable to forget. So you forget .. and then remember, don’t you? Moments when you felt genuinely cared for, genuinely loved.

anita