Dear Anita

I am having a break now so I’ll keep it short as I have to be back to work soon. As always you are able to be calm and you can read the things I’ve said quickly and even quote the specific sentences that I have said before so it is really impressive. I really appreciate it, and it is nice to know that you are always here for me (and other members as well).

I would say that you could be right. I have never thought about the possibility that the manager and Bear could be working together. I have spoken to Giraffe who I thought might (or might not be) related to this, and her being quite defensive and looking confused, saying huh? Do you now know about cash ups? I can show you how to do this.. she sounds quite natural so (even though I know the cash ups already and I do not like to be told what to do) I would say that is a positive response. I have spoken to someone else who is not always here, and I can trust her as she is in her 60s (coming here in her free time) and she doesn’t think it is Giraffe. So it was between me and Bear she said.

Now that there is a possibility that the manager is involved as well (considering all options), I don’t think there is nothing more I can do about it. Again I think I need to defend myself and knowing that I am under the spotlight as well, I try not to have my slips (especially major ones) that could be used against me.

Sorry about all this explanation as it is quite hard to put everything into words while concealing the identities and I do not want to reveal which organization I am working for. There might be people here who I know as well (despite that being a remote possibility). Just want to be careful with what I say, even though it is generally quite a safe place for me to vent, and share my own experiences (and of course, learn from others as well) so thank you very much for being here for me all this time.