Dear TaurusBelle95:

What you crave is what you don’t have and never had: a close family. I craved the same thing for so long, and I too lived in fantasy where I imagined emotional closeness, an experience much difference from the dreadful emotional isolation I lived in.

“Why do I crave a taken man so badly and for that I feel terrible but I wish he didn’t draw me in to just lie and deceive me!!“- you crave love/ emotional closeness, there is nothing wrong about craving closeness. Thing is, when it comes to my experience, even though I craved closeness, I was afraid of it at the same time. It may be that you are stuck on this unavailable guy and his girlfriend because you too fear what you crave. So in your situation, you keep craving and you keep safe distance (or you are forced to keep your distance) from what you crave. Does this make sense to you?

anita