Dear Farnaz:

You are welcome, and happy 16th page, 229th post and another lol!  .

“He was certainly a very charismatic,  twisted and evil man. I think he is still alive”- that’s the one, he died five years ago.

“I think she realized you would eventually see through her and leave“- I guess that’s why she tried real hard to mess up my vision, so that I don’t see what or who in front of me.

“In my experience these people usually don’t see the bigger picture, and want the immediate satisfaction… not realizing they broke the bridges and can’t go back. Amazingly, they don’t expect you to remember“- this is why they mess up their children’s vision and memory.. at least it is true in my case: I remember very little (but I remember enough).

“I’m glad for you because you freed yourself“- thank you, I am much freer than I used to be, not as free as I hope to be in the future.

“I don’t want to dwell on it, asking the questions like… why they were like that?..“- I wasted a lot of my time and effort trying to figure out her life… it is pointless because I cannot go back in time and change anything. And I need to focus on my life, not on hers!

“I can’t do anything about it“- this is amazing: I typed out the above before I read this sentence.

“It’s joyful to think I’m no longer their fool, and it’s a win for me and a loss for them. Is it malicious to see it that way?… like the heartless heart doctor. I exploded (again, no regrets, lol), but I’m curious to hear your opinion about it, is it too cold to cut somebody who wronged you, all of sudden?“- as I just read the words heartless heart doctor, I felt anger at him.. and I never met him! No, I don’t think that it is malicious or cold on your part to have ended contact with him. It was the right thing to do. Also, whatever you feel does not make you good or bad. Anyone’s feelings is one’s own personal business: none for me to judge. We should judge words and actions, not feelings (or random thoughts, thoughts that happen to cross our minds, that is).

anita