I don’t know I feel like I have a tendency to beat myself up and kind of replay moments when I have misspoken or similarly. I don’t really feel comfortable answering the second question on the Internet hope you can respect that. I do understand that I should give them some grace but my resentment just makes interactions with them difficult so I thereby tend to self isolate but I mean will I ever feel satisfied with my relationships if I feel like this? Will I ever be able to forgive them?