Wow we sure do have a lot in common.

I wonder why I never met anyone here with a similar situation, most of my friends parents are still married, and my friends still live with their parents even past their 30s, I moved out as soon as I could , I think I was 18 when I did.
I couldn’t wait to live away from my parents .

Well, not sure where to go from here really. I do see a psychiatrist but they don’t really go deeply into any kind of talk therapy. It’s mostly medication. I guess it’s still something. Therapy is expensive. They told me I have PTSD and to keep taking my meds.

I just wish that some day I could feel “normal” again or worthy of something. I wish I could feel hopeful and safe and to be able to relax at night. What do you do when all you feel is depression, especially around Christmas time ?