[quote quote=434608]Dear debs123: How are you feeing today? “I don’t believe he had a guilty conscience about anything he did“- that says a lot, I mean, no guilty conscience about anything at all? “Looking back, he was manipulative and controlling. It was all so subtle, slow-like…. when he dumped me 2 years ago, the last thing I said to him was, you are an evil human.“- evil in a subtle, slow-like way, yet in a way that has hurt you significantly. Can you block him, so that he can’t reach you? anita

Hi Anita! Sorry for the delay, the holiday was busy.

I am doing pretty good, thank you.

Maybe that’s a bit of an exaggeration about his guilty conscience; however, someone who claims to love someone that much then leaves after making huge (some life changing) commitments and never even acknowledges them does not have much of a conscience. Never did he apologize for any of them. But that doesn’t matter anymore.

I can block him and I know that I absolutely should. I don’t understand why I can’t pull the trigger on that. I surely need to.

thank you again, for everything!