Your words made me smile. I had a gut feeling you would reply to this post. Thank you Matt. I do have some good news to share – I got my first postgrad acceptance letter yesterday 🙂 Very unexpected but i am grateful it happened.

Things are uncertain in life and its so scary to be on your own, make your own choices and face the consequences, good or bad..Its oddly calming too after a point of time. However, these last 2-3 years have particularly forced me to look deeper into my inner resources. I dont have all the answers but i know i must believe despite all the apparent chaos. I am young and i have a long way to go. Things could have been worse anyway! You’re right – i need to be more present in the “present” and sometimes i get wrapped up in these alternate self-invented realities. These days, i am reveling in my inner geeky side and enjoying studying. Yep, and i am gonna try metta 🙂