Thanks so much Kelly. Yeh I do know that I have deep seeded issues relating to my past. Mostly rejection from my biological father and then a very abusive stepfather. I am attending CBT at the minute for my anxiety and trying to work through a few things 🙂 I will certainly have a look at this article. I have always had attachment issues and abandonment issues too.
Life is certainly a crazy ole thing and I think the deeper the person you are the harder the struggle. But I am trying to stay positive and not focus on him and what he is thinking of me.
Thanks again for you kindness.

Love T

Of tommorrow morning for 2 nights hopefully will be nice. 🙂