Well as time goes on i’m still finding it so hard to cope with this.

Seeing someone else move on whilst you’re sat questioning everything is such a hard emotion to deal with.

For her it must be easier as this all ended on ‘her terms’ it was her feelings that were confused and she was the one who wanted out.

It aches. It’s painful – I just want to be out the other side and feel free again, like I don’t have those thoughts of her everyday and I can just look back with happiness as opposed to the sadness I feel