Thank you very much for the replies people!

I’ve read your replies multiple times and really appreciate the time you have taken out of your lives to tell me your story and also try and help me out!

Jennifer you’re right! I do need to try and trust and let go, she’s really trying with me and now it’s just myself I have to sort out and totally understand that if I do keep bringing it up it may push her away. I havn’t done it much so far have been really trying to sort it myself.

I wish the best for everyone else also, and once again thank you!