Dear Tracey,
each one of us goes through this kind of situation once and that includes everyone. I am not sorry for what you are facing today because you are responsible for it so instead of feeling sorry for yourself or depressed, GET UP AND START WORKING ON YOURSELF.
Just like you i used to whine about my problems and asked for solutions from my friends, family but guess what, in the end i was never satisfied unless one day when my teacher told me to take a responsibility of myself instead of depending on others.
These are few things that i really want you to do so that you be happy in your life
1- DUMP THAT JERK who can’t make you happy. What is the point of dating someone who can’t even comfort you during the time you need him,it is better to be single. You will find many guys who will stick to you and be for you only if you break up from your current lover because he doesn’t deserve you. If you want to be loved by man, FIRST START LOVING YOURSELF.
2. DO NOT DEPEND ON OTHERS. Hear what they are saying but in the end do what’s right for you but that right should help you to grow, not destroy you and right now you are destroying yourself and nothing else. You don’t have to depend on any of your best friends or whatever, get a therapist, tell your heart out to them and trust me it works wonders. Sometimes we can open up and reveal many of our secrets to strangers but not friends and that’s ok. If you think you need help go for it, everyone goes through a rough patch but you know who is the winner in the end, that person who stays strong.
3. BE REALLY STRONG- Everything that you are going through is a phase, a phase where you can just see negativity and nothing else.I bet you there must be many things you are missing out or scared to do, be strong and get yourself out of it
4. BE FEARLESS TRACEY. You are just blessed with one life and you don’t even know how long you will live, you can die tomorrow, stop wasting your time by stressing yourself, go out on a vacay and give yourself a break, you really need it. And one last thing- Tracey believe in yourself and most importantly your decisions, you are just given one life, try doing something for yourself because sometimes we stress over such small stuffs that we forget to see our happiness even when we are desperate for it.I would suggest you to watch this video and i hope it inspires you http://viralexpose.com/motivational/struggling-in-life-watch-this-video-and-motivate-yourself/