i used to have a choice to choose like her. to be with the person i like most or not hurting the person that love me most. now the person that i love most, decided to stop contacting me forever even though i have already decided to choose the person i love most.

If she really can’t decide what to do, stop contacting her at all. i know it is hard for you, but if you really do love her, let her go. she will come back to you if she made a decision. If not, find another girl, don’t keep hurting her.

hope it helps, good luck!