It doesn’t matters what they feel or think about you.. Matters is what you think about yourself.. Don’t think about who they really are… If you think about your best friends more, it will not work for you the way you wanted.. Just let it go.. Build up yourself… when you do..you will have more confident.. who know who will become your true friend again.. Nobody know.. Sometime people change.. Nobody know.. Important thing is When you are happy within yourself.. whole world will worship you.. Be yourself.. Don’t think about them. This is not your life.. You have one life..keep it simple..Go out and spend time with yourself in beautiful place…you will feel amazing and powerful inside… try that…. Whatever your parents did, Dont compare your life with them..It’s their life..whatever they wanted.. So live your life.. Be yourself and the right person will come to you and Stay by your side… Good luck. have faith.