Sorry… Failed to mention, maybe, a big part…. During the breakup period and asking her to move out… i was on antidepressants (effexer XR) and quit taking them… she thought it was best for me to try meds. But i was done with that, I didnt feel like myself. I even explained that to her after the fact, She said maybe the antidepressants gave me a cloudy view of her.. and that the screaming and pushing was fighting for love… and being online all night was just her outlet to the world.