The thing is, we had no contact.. And at first it was hard, but I got used to being alone, I forgave her and myself, I started to become happy again, going out and meeting people having fun.. But I admit she was on my mind a lot of the time..

When we started talking again I felt good about it, until she told me what she had done, since then I have felt off and distant, hard to let my guard down. I want it to work.. But I’m scared and turned off at the same time, I feel like what we had was ruined because she chose to touch other people..