Well, Big Blue.
Maybe I blew it then because I sent that message, and didn’t alter it at all. I’m trying to be patient but I think I sometimes want things to move quicker. I’ve definitely been overthinking now. She did send nice messages today but she kept it lighter than the one I sent at the end of the day. This whole online dating thing is somewhat annoying. I know there is not much between me and any woman I have talked with, even if we went out on a date, but you aren’t sure where you might stand if they are still online regularly.

Big Blue, I took a leap of faith and told her how I felt about things. I am a sincere person and I wasn’t thinking about if ” I just” was good or bad to use. I don’t think anything I said was too terrible ,but I don’t know how other people think, especially women. If I received that message, I would probably think that the person listened to what I said, tries to understand what I have going on in my life, and that they are looking for one special person, and not playing any mind games with them.

There was an ease about our date and I felt a connectedness that I haven’t felt with anyone in a long time.

Now after sending that, I don’t know what to do. Don’t message her for a bit. Send her messages like this one didn’t happen. Ask her out again. Go on other dates too. A couple of other women keep messaging me, but I have this old fashioned belief that I am supposed to not do that, if I am trying to see what happens with this one.
It probably doesn’t matter, she didn’t respond to the message I sent. I’m going to guess that I scared her off.

I haven’t done anything as far as trying to date elsewhere. I don’t belong to any organizations and I am too focused on getting good produce to hit on women at the super market.

If my chances are done, it’s a shame. She has a great personality, attractive, a caring parent, and she is a hard worker. I would still love an opportunity to get to know her better. It kind of feels like bearing a bit of your soul , and sharing something in a sincere and honest way isn’t a good thing to do anymore.