Hi everyone,

First of all, I want to thank Amul for his links. I have checked out the first link before and it all makes sense to me. It’s just a matter of trying to do these things for myself. I went to that meetup today, and I have to say that I wasn’t into it. It was a chat group and the topic was faith vs. reason and evidence.
I’m all for having discussions about different topics, but these guys were way out of my range. Also, it went off in so many directions and so off topic, that it just because a schmaltz. In the end, only four of the people( longtime members) were doing all the talking, and you couldn’t get a word in.

I know I need to spend more time growing as a person but this didn’t make me feel like I was. It was kind of a crappy ending to a long day.

I’m in a slump right now. Nothing feels good and I just am not feeling too positive about anything. It’s been 3 weeks today since that woman said she didn’t want to date. I thought it was longer. I guess that is why I still think about her, which sucks. It would probably help if she didn’t work at a business that is directly across the street from where I work. No wonder I still think about her.

I’m going to talk to a counselor in about a week and a half. I think that will help. I’m going to look for a more mellow meetup group too. It is good to challenge yourself mentally but I don’t want to think deeply all the time. ]
Does anyone here do journaling ? It feels like that is what I am doing here. Only I get some positive feedback from it 🙂
Thanks everyone