Hi Mia,

Wish I could offer a “remedy” for the way you are feeling, but I can’t. Just know there are other people in this world who have been thru what you are experiencing and who have gotten past it. Some of those people have you in their thoughts and feel your pain. Things will get better. You may not feel that way now, but things will improve. Focus on the goal of what you want to become and how you want to feel about yourself as much as you can. It’s difficult, but just know you are not alone. Hugs.