Also, you mentioned you gave up Christianity six months ago.

Raised in the deep South of the USA, I could never quite jump on to the idea of organized religion. However, my childhood best friend is a preachers wife and daughter, heavily involved with the church. So I respect everyones beliefs, regardless.

With that said, I do believe in believing in something. I call my higher power, Grandma. I really believe she is with me all the time based off of occurrences that happen often.

If that is just too much right now, begin by believing in yourself. A lady told my fiancee recently on a plane ride that there is no point in living if you don’t have dreams to live for.

So no matter what, remember to believe. Best of luck!

Jd