Hi Hurley, I’m glad you are discovering your true self. It is an amazing feeling. I need to continue doing the same work. I have often felt that my husband won’t realize how serious it is until it’s too late and I decide to leave. He seems to be content with the way things are now. I don’t expect him to make me happy, but I would like to have a deeper connection with him. There are many times where I dont feel loved and I’ve noticed my feelings for him are not very strong. Unfortunately, I don’t see things changing. I don’t plan on doing anything right away, however. I’m not ready.