I don’t really talk to him about the whole moving situation, I know he must be under a lot of stress at the moment and has told me he’s suffering from lack of sleep and anxiety about it and I know as much as I tried to remain indiscriminate about it, my emotions would always lead me to being more ‘positive’ about moving, so I completely refrain from talking about it unless he brings it up. I only asked that he be upfront with me about it. I’ve had some quite bad experiences with guys just not being upfront and it’s made me quite obsessive about people being honest with me.

I’m usually not this bad, but this week has being particularly rough, like they say – we must take it day by day. Don’t think about the future or the move or any of it – cross that bridge when I come to it. Think about now and today and myself making the best of today. I’ve got a dog – I should probably take some tips from her 😉