Thank You So Much Inky and Pink24,

Yes, I hope that one day I will get whatever I want. I am afraid that I am trying to seek his approval, it sounds like a child seeking attention, which can be bothersome to some. I prefer quietly work in the back stage but I also hope that I can be a better worker and rewarded well. Maybe I should not ask for reward..

Thank You so much for a generous advice from both of you. I hope I can keep working without thinking too much 🙂

Thank You,
Doremi