Afxlaw,

I’m sorry for your suffering, and can understand the emptiness of a drained heart. Sometimes when we are looking all around us for the light of love, we forget to look down at our own chest. There, most times, we see a lighthouse shining. Said differently, you ask when the good karma will come around and bring peace and contentment. My counter question to you is: when will afxlaw’s heart and well being be as important to you as other people’s heart and well being?

You seem practiced at being generous and giving, which is great. Perhaps its time for you to focus that tenderness on yourself? What do you like to do? Who are you? What makes you happy? Not “why aren’t people making me happy?” The first four questions are like lanterns along the path of joy. The last question is always answered “because they can’t, no one can give another happiness”.

Namaste, good luck.

With warmth,
Matt