The good thing is you found someone and sometime you have to accept the help of your friends and loved ones. Yes, you’re not alone in this situation, many people go through this all their life. But believe me bad things don’t stay forever. This is only a phase that will surely pass away. If you want to have more energy, you need to focus on your health. Eat healthy, go on a walk or exercise regularly, try yoga and meditation. These things will keep you away from negativity and give you mental and physical energy to achieve your goals. If you’re good in it focus on the artist inside of you. But most of all stay positive, hopeful and focused and believe in yourself.