Dear Bluelagoon:
Seems to me that you are hungry for connection, for intimacy, for love- a biological drive. Why so hungry? Because you are missing it- really needing connection and not having it. How long have you been without connection? People without connection in childhood, without connection to at least one caretaker- are often left hungry, or thirsty throughout life until and if they co-create a relationship with satisfying kind of a connection. What do you think?
anita