Anita, you are indeed a blessing to me. After reading the above post, I just couldn’t control my tears.. I am feeling so good and elated that there is someone who can listen to me, who knows exactly what I am going through. I am not insane, I am such a happy soul but I am struggling with insecurity and fear.
No my husband communicates quite often, we both love each other. The best part i like about my relation, we don’t miss out on saying I LOVE YOU to each other before hanging the phone… Really when I am writing the good things, I am feeling that there are so many blessings in life that I need to thankful for.. Its just that human tendency of worrying takes away lot of your happiness.
Yes as far as mom is concerned, yeah during their tough times not in general. Parents have done enough for three of us. Its just we couldn’t do enough for them. Anyways I have a beautiful relation with my husband, but sometimes the negative thoughts, and negative feelings creates such stupid vibes and they communicate somehow. Because Vibes are the fastest mode of communication. I know he is a very honest man now… everyone has past and I dont want to dwell in any of us past, and above everything we both love each other. He listens to me everyday after job. He is a gem. He shares household work with me.He takes care of things, but you know sometimes, human has a habit of pointing out what he/she doesn’t have than feeling grateful for what they have… Thats why it always says count your blessings rather than counting your worries, than you would know life is really beautiful.
I am thankful for the kind of life I have now, I do not want to waste it in over thinking and with fear and all.. I just to live and enjoy.
THank you I will apply this, I know facing the fear is the only solution. And I have got nothing to lose I know. 🙂
Spirit, yes I am a strong person I know. If i decide to do something and take up that as a challenge.. No matter what I will achieve it.. Thats how I am 🙂
But you know what, I am really feeling great and on top of the world after speaking to you and pouring my heart out.. i really wanted to pour it out. I have off lately started writing about my feelings. BEcause I just cannot keep it inside my heart. I wanna feel light. Dont want to keep things in my heart…
Thank you Anita and I LOVE YOU for being there.
God cannot be physically here, thats why he has his sources to convey his messages….