Dear Anita,

Thank you so much …. Really I have no words to express what it means to have you… I am feeling so confident, Everything feels so good and positive to me.. Its such an amazing feeling to have a healthy and positive mind. You wont believe its monday morning and my boss said that I am smiling more today.. And my husband took a weekend off for us.. For the first time, and we spent our ME Time together. It was really great.. had a lovely weekend. I accepted my fears and feel so confident, i dont mind him looking at the girls now, because I know I am prettier from Inside too. That those fears, doesnt stand anywhere if you are happy.. I guess When you feel complete within then these small things, doesnt matter. As i should not be over analyzing my relation. I was so happy, far from you but was thinking back in my mind that i need to write back to you, i need to share with you… I have got something to share. I wish this mind set remains the way it is…. I wanna feel healthy I really wanna do so many things in life… Want to achieve something in life.. WAnt to learn but by comparison and by jealousy.. and Fear and insecurity. I am not living my life to the fullest. I have seen alot in life, i have dealt with so many problems, which were challenging. When I could face them , then this should not be a problem. But yeah the fear of losing something you posses, makes you mad…. These possessions i dont know they are wrong or right. Feeling of jealousy and insecurity but they honestly drains & makes you completely a different person altogether.

Yes coming back to my parents: Enough as in whatever you do, its always less to what they have done for you.. My brother lost business, I helped them for about 3-4 years then the sold the property, I feel brother should have done more to help them in their old age. No matter what age parents are of, they keep doing for their children and they in return say what have you done for me.. I can do what best I am capable of doing for my parents…
Rest all is good, I just cannot deal with the things my husband makes me insecure for, thats the only challenge but this time i have adopted the trick is to embrace the fear and above all concentrate more on the positive things about your man than those tiny miny negatives for that moment.
And Anita, thank you so much for being there. I will keep writing to you, I really feel so good and elated.. This how I have always been. I wanna be useful and wanna learn in life… I have also learned that patience is also a key to resolve any problem.
I love you Anita.. Thank you for being there.

Stay Blessed 🙂
: You are a blessing.