Sweet Sweet:
I am so sorry to read this. You mention the stress at your new job. Also you not having a supportive network of family and friends. No wonder things are difficult for you. You felt so good only a few days ago- but as the nature of life is… you will feel good again and bad again and good again… In all this I hope that over time you learn to live more skillfully as you have already started. And I hope your husband is supportive of you and that you learn, both of you, to communicate better, responsibly, respectfully. I am so sorry you are feeling badly and .. the eating and eating- I have been struggling with that for such a long time. Even today. I can’t tell you how DIFFICULT my healing process has been and is but much progress is done, never perfection, never “from now on perfectly.”

Oh, Sweet, I do hope you feel better. I do hope so…I really do.
anita