aaaahhh Thanks for writing back Anita(Blessing)
I love you so much, thanks for being there.. Yeah probably I am working hard on myself but yes i feel its all about the energy I feel so good in the morning but by the evening, I am drained so much, i walk back to home for about3.5 kms. I feel irritated sometimes because back in India I was at managerial level, here I am starting from the scratch. And my husband, I know he is always high on energy and me too but it just goes out of my hand. I do not feel like fighting, no one does. But it turns out in a different way. thank you Anita for answering me. I am forcing too hard probably. I do not want to use job as an excuse because thats my need for survival, I need to learn to strike out the balance. we both have different shifts, I have fixed working hours but my husband has rotational one, I should appreciate whatever time we get to spend together, moreover this entire weekend he is not going to be there.
Anita, yes i do not have friends, my husband mentioned that in our last night argument, that he does not have friend to call in. HE feels that I control his life, I said why donot you go to meet your friends, the saturday is his friend’s bachelor party, he is going to see them.
Anyways I love you Anita(blessing),Thank you for being there. At work I always listen to spiritual music, shabads or some good audio books just to stay calm. I know my husband has been short temper and hyper but eventually I have also become like that.
Thank you for being there Anita(blessing).
I love you 🙂
I should rather start calling you blessing
Thank you once again –