Thanks so much for sharing your thoughts!
I’d say money’s not the problem as I was quite lucky to save a lot and the place I’d go to see him is also of interest to me… I think it’s just my fear of being dissappointed as his reaction wasn’t the one I had hoped for.
You’re right – he’ll come back eventually, however, probably not before some time next year, amongst other things he’s still got 8 months in the US on his list. He’s so similar to me – always new ideas, new plans, new fascinations… that’s what scares me in this case… 😉