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Dear Sweet:
You can tell me things. If I helped you- and I am glad I did- it is just being here, “listening” caring to know how you are doing- and I still do. I have a long, long history of trying to teach people and it is sickening to me, had enough- nothing personal, really, nothing at all you did wrong to me. It is just stupid of me to do stupid things just like you feel sometimes stupid, doing things that don’t work for you and for others… I did not help you beyond just “being here”- paying attention to you and I can still do that- really. So tell me, share with me. The only difference is I will not TELL YOU WHAT TO DO- how arrognat it was of me anyway.
End of weekend, how was it- or by the time you read this- your week is going to start. My husband made dinner to die for, nan with a middle eastern spice called zaatar, sesame seeds and such… and other stuff, big huge dinner. I used to weigh as low as 103 a couple of years ago and all through 2014 and before around 108 on average (I am 5’5”) I gained weight in the last few months. I am concerned about it. How is your weight? Your eating?
anita