thank you! 🙂 i feel better knowing that somebody can understand. i just feel bad that he thinks m the one who is wrong in everything no matter what i try to do to make him happy. Since you can relate to him, if i were to stop contacting him he will not suffer right? will he feel better that i m not troubling him? i just dont want to be the kind of girl who pesters and keep burdening him. i want him to be happy and i want to make sure that he will be happy without me. he will be alright right? i dont need to worry about him ? thats all i want..