thats really something.. thank you so much… it really helped.. because its true.. yes he does miss me but not as much as i do.. i know that.. because the way he is behaving towards me i have behaved towards others in my life.. people who loved me too much and i like them a normal amount but i felt guilted by their love i pretended to love them back as much., when the reality is clear.. i guess this is karma.. i m gettin what i gave to all those people who loved me..