Without that confidence, without the core belief that I was of value adn worth to exert reasonable control over others- I was doomed in the classroom. So for me things did NOT imporove.

well said anita
that is so true
core beliefs!
it’s all about self-esteem in any area of your life. Just that the rigors of teaching and having to be the centre of attention, force you to confront your own lack of self-confidence. I never really enjoyed being the centre of attention because I didn’t believe in myself as one worthy of that attention. No wonder I had problem!!